A LIfe of Outside An Angel's Rob

When you put on the Angel's Gown. You're just perfect. Flawless. You will get immediate gain respects from your patients. The pride is there. So as the price. It means responsibility when you put on it. Ever think of when you off with that uniform? When you goes back to the reality, it sucks when you have to goes into the real world for being who you are. Where everyone besides you, no matter your family of what so ever.

Imagine someone in his uniform is educating a patient with lung cancer not to smoke and yet outside his uniform he or she smokes and drink too. You may say that it is contradicting or comes to worst, being a hypocrite. But you can look it in another way. When they are in their uniform, their main task is for you to get better. Yes.They are not practicing what they taught. God knows. It's all about the passion they have. It's not about condemnation nor hatred

All that I am saying is everyone has their private life, It's not for you to go and condemn them and judge them. We are all human beings full with emotion and feelings. Please don't go directly and use harsh words on medical practitioners. Tell them what you feel instead of judging them expecting to wake them up with your harsh words. Try to understand them. I know most of the nurses in Malaysia sucks like hell. Rude behaviour or what so ever. But please, there are still awesome nurses out there.

Destination Known

Okay, let me get it straight. I do own a blog. yes, I do. But this time, I get a clearer vision of my road ahead. My destiny. It's no more a road not taken nor Destination Unknown. I have chosen a path. A path that not much people would be even consider to take. A path that I may be end up stuck there in the rest of my life in a hospital or ending up as a patient there. I chose the path of which is not gonna be chosen if they have a chance to decide. I chose the path that is less taken by a normal teenager would take. When I look back to this blog in the future, I will be proud and I will not forget the vow to myself when I get frustrated when I encounter problems ahead. I chose to love and be compassionate to someone even when they don't deserve it-sometimes or shall I say most of the time. It's hard to say. I chosen to be a nurse.


It's kinda odd that a guy would wanted to be a nurse in future. Well, I didn't took up this career willing. To be honest, I always wanted to be a vet. Instead of dealing with animals which you don't need to have much attention but now, I guess I am gonna stuck with some dumb ass human beings like me.

What triggers me to started a new blog is that I've watch a series by a title of Grey's Anatomy. In case you don't know what the hell is it, It's something like ER. Something related to medicals and stuff like that. What the series say is true. So much truth that you can really find in the reality world. Human beings are stupid but you are stuck with it. You deal with human beings. No matter how stupid or unreasonable they are, you still have to be compassionate and loving. Putting them first instead yourself is really something not all nurses or doctors may have in their guts nowadays. Not all people are willing to die for one another. I don't dare to say that I will definitely do so. But I can say for now, I am willing.

One day if I can choose whether to die for someone who is a total stranger to me. I dare to say that I am willing(for now). I want to be a 'doer' not a 'watcher' that stands aside and watching someone dies in vein even though they deserves to. The story teaches us that all people have to right to live a quality live and deserved to be respected.

This series really did give a blow in my life. My life as a college student. I will clink on to what ever this series have taught me. Even one day I may need to die for someone who I don't know. I am willing! I will not let someone die in vein even if I have to sacrifice myself for it! I am something. I wanna have a healing hands. I hands that will eventually bring someone back to live.

One day, when I have my working experience, I will go to places that has war and famine to aid. A place that need medical assistant. I believe my journey ahead will be tough. But am willing to go through it! Trust me! I can do it!