Backstabbers

With almost 2 years I have shown patiences, forgiveness and trust in you. I sincerely thought you have changed to a better person. A person who I though you will have the understanding towards things and people who don't always go in your way.

But

I now realise

I was wrong.

You haven't changed abit. But you have gotten worst. All these while I though you only have a big mouth. But now I realise there is too much pride in you.

I trusted you. I shared almost everything that I learned in life to you. I don't hide a thing from you. Am transparent infront of you. Instead of getting an understand yet you created another laughing stock to the others.

Today, I, Aron Ang learnt a lesson. Never ever trust someone fully. Not even friends that you once called brother.

Trusting him is like giving your only dagger to him. Giving him an opportunity to stab you when you needed him the most or even kill you with it.

Am not asking for any attention and your apology here once again. I tried to warn you but now you seems to have so much pride in you till the extend of not being clear who you are meant to be. So now we have to depart in our own way.

If you are reading this. I just wanna say thank you for hurting someone's feeling so much till the extend I can learn how to let someone go. I seriously hope too for Judith. But am sure she loves you too much and she is not willing to let go. She is willing to let love and sacrifices blind her in order to make you love her. One day things will change am sure when kept taking things for granted and kept giving people shit to clean after.

So please give me back my dagger so I can give it to someone I can trust once more. It ends now!

p/s- I know now I sounded like a drama queen. But this post is for myself and I seriously think that being childish n weak once in awhile is nessary.

When Your Heart Remains True

Life as we know it has been cruel. Nonetheless, it is an enjoying journey of give and take. Full of sorrows and grieves. Not to mention there are still happiness and joy comes along this wonderful package.

People come and go. No one stay. Everyone is a visitor in this earth. We don't stay for good.* common sense* Everyone just have to die. But what never dies... Friendship, Love, Memories, Good and bad ones. 

I was working in HDU * Hemodialysis Unit* last 2 weeks ago. It was really boring. Not much procedure to do. So, me and my other course mate started this brilliant and fun idea of observing people. 

Until

This old couple came along.

They are holding hands as they came in. An old couple. Still so romantic

He opened the door for her as she walks in first. How often do you see this in an old couple life?!

He knows she is weak.

He took her blood pressure. Which is normally being taken by their own. We require them to do it their own. But he did it for her.

He set up the machine himself without any help from us?! 

Hello?! In case you don't notice, there are so many tubings and procedures that needed to be done before she can go on with the process of dialysis. 

Yet he knows what to do and how to do. Until the finishing touch.

He sat her down. Prepared her meal for her. He waited till the nurses start the procedure then he leaves home to do her house chores. 

Every time of when she need to do follow up he will book at cab for her which cost RM15 per trip. They don't own a car but a motorbike. He will put her in a cab and came with a motorbike on his own. Before the procedure ends, he will surely be there to make sure she enter the cab and then leaves home. 

This is what love really is. It is not about flowers, properties, cars, nor money. It is about being there in times of needs. Be with them , be there for them when he or she is sick.  Like this loving old couple. 

Am not a preacher about love. Am not a love guru. But this uncle surely deserves to be one. He had shown the true meaning of what love it. He action has touched us and am ready to share it to the whole world of his actions. He had shown us....

What true love is about.