Tuesday, September 18, 2012

Backstabbers

With almost 2 years I have shown patiences, forgiveness and trust in you. I sincerely thought you have changed to a better person. A person who I though you will have the understanding towards things and people who don't always go in your way.

But

I now realise

I was wrong.

You haven't changed abit. But you have gotten worst. All these while I though you only have a big mouth. But now I realise there is too much pride in you.

I trusted you. I shared almost everything that I learned in life to you. I don't hide a thing from you. Am transparent infront of you. Instead of getting an understand yet you created another laughing stock to the others.

Today, I, Aron Ang learnt a lesson. Never ever trust someone fully. Not even friends that you once called brother.

Trusting him is like giving your only dagger to him. Giving him an opportunity to stab you when you needed him the most or even kill you with it.

Am not asking for any attention and your apology here once again. I tried to warn you but now you seems to have so much pride in you till the extend of not being clear who you are meant to be. So now we have to depart in our own way.

If you are reading this. I just wanna say thank you for hurting someone's feeling so much till the extend I can learn how to let someone go. I seriously hope too for Judith. But am sure she loves you too much and she is not willing to let go. She is willing to let love and sacrifices blind her in order to make you love her. One day things will change am sure when kept taking things for granted and kept giving people shit to clean after.

So please give me back my dagger so I can give it to someone I can trust once more. It ends now!

p/s- I know now I sounded like a drama queen. But this post is for myself and I seriously think that being childish n weak once in awhile is nessary.

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