Dealing with Chances

Sometimes when you look back and then look at your current situation now. You tend to find something is missing along the journey. It maybe your love ones, a smile from a very special person, a hug from a person and etc. Like what the Chinese said in the proverbs under the sun there is no never ending banquet or something like that.

Life is always harsh... Live with it. Bear with it. We are all in this world for a task. A task to make this world better. Yeah, there is always bastards who had tried to make this world a living hell. For example the government in Malaysia *am always against them* anyway.

Chances doesn't come by just a snap. It takes time. It's a long wait. A test of endurance of time. Then the chance come. *Snap!* Grab it! Poww!! That's how people succeed in their life. No matter in relationship, prosperity and etc. This also goes to happiness in life as well, no matter within family relationship or friendship. Parents should have grab their time to accompany their child when they are still young and at the time of need for you love and affection. Not till when they reaches high school and starting to be independent. That time you will be crying over spilled milk. Couples, treasure one another. Comparing with you *ex* doesn't make your relationship better. Treasure them. We don't live long in this world. Treasure him. Love him/her with all your heart with un-dividing love and affection. 

Friendships. We are not build up just like that. We are not friends if they are no chances for us to meet. If you are reading this, and you are a friend of mine. i would like to tell you, no matter how much your an asshole in my life, you still play a big part of molding my future. Here I would like to take this opportunity to say thank you for making me a better person. 

College life is gonna end soon. Meeting July 10 is just like yesterday. Meeting my MPW classmates is just like few hours ago. If that's not called chance then what is it called? It's a chance that the heaven gave us. A chance to build up relationship among us. A chance to do good to others, building and motivating others. Not a chance to spread hatred and discrimination. Our presentation in the walkway is just too memorable. The pictures we took and the message we shared. it's just too awesome to be missed.   

Love you peeps. For my friends who are gonna graduate soon. Please do remember da time we chatter together and gossips and rumors that we have spread. Who know this is the only chance we are ever gonna meet each other in future ahead. Stay strong my dear seniors. Stay tough!  God bless!

Watching The World From The Center

Leviticus 19:18 (New King James Version)
You shall not take vengeance, nor bear any grudge against the children of your people, but you shall love your neighbour as yourself: I am the Lord.

Matthew 19:19 (New King James Version)
'Honour your father and your mother' and "and you shall love your neighbour as yourself

Matthew 22:39 (New King James Version)
And the second is like this" You shall love your neighbour as yourself

Matthew 12:31 (new King James Version)
And the second, like it, is this " You shall love your neighbour as yourself. " There is no other commandment greater than these."

Luke 10:27 (New King James Version)
So he answered and said, " You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, with all your strength, and with all your mind." and " your neighbour as yourself"

Romans 13:9 ( New King James Version)
For the commandments, " You shall not commit adultery", " You shall not murder", "You shall not steal", "You shall not bear false witness", "You shall not covet", and if there is any other commandment, are all  summed up in this saying, namely, "You shall love your neighbour as yourself.

Galatians 5:14 ( New King James Version)
For all the law is fulfilled in one word, even in this: " You shall love your neighbour as yourself".

James 2:8 ( New King James Version)
If you really fulfill the royal law according to the Scrpture, "you shall love your neighbour as yourself, " you do well.

In the bible, 8 times the Lord our Merciful and Loving God mentioned about loving your neighbour. We all Christians believes that what God said in the bible more than 3 times are really really important. loving your neighbour will make a harmony society. It is also a image of God our Lord. Our God is love and full with goodness. Before reading on, i would like you readers to have a open mind to continue reading, the following passage may make some readers felt uncomfortable with what am I gonna says. I sincerely believe what am I gonna say in the coming passage is true from my heart. it's about love for those Christians we are hating others without realising it.

We all know that wars are bad and it only cost lives and harmony among country. the United States of America is know as a Christian based country and with unlimited influences towards the Globe. Am sure there are majority Christians. but why would a Christian based world went to have war with Saudi Arabia after 911? is it spreading hatred? Revenge? All these are not from God. The Lord our God is a merciful God, and why they wanted to take this matter into their own hands? Why can't they just leave it to God? Now this is a very funny statement.

Today Malaysia too is facing a lot of problems. As we all know that recently a very disturbing issue has been raise in our controversial and conservative Islamic country. Seksualiti Merdeka promoting Gay Rights isn't it?! Okay. Now my point is this. As we all know that between Islam and Christians there are certain points in this 2 religion are the same. Am sure there are scripture in the Holy Quran did mentioned about Loving your enemy as yourself. BUT why this 2 religion are pointing their fingers at these activities. Yes, in Christianity did mentioned that homosexuality is an abomination. Same goes to not respecting your parents. War has been raise. Blackmail has been sent. Killing of voices are happening in Malaysia. hate mails to have been sent throughout from every country.

Malaysia as a civilise country. I do sincerely believe that. But why Malaysia is acting like barbarians banning this and that?! Love them. Why wanna bully this minority? Where is the love that all these religion preach? Christians and Islam shares a common thing right?! Love the people but not their sins. *Am sorry to LGBT community if you find this offending*. Love and understanding is the most essential element for creating a peaceful society. Stand in their shoes to look at this issue. Why are they fighting for this right?! Human rights?! People are dying! How many LGBT members are being bullied and kill throughout the globe?! Extremist Christians and Islam are killing people just because they are LGBT! Homosexuality in the bible is a sin and that's a fact. Sames goes to lying, making false witness, not respecting your parents. Then why do people wanna makes this a serious issue?!

The prove am saying this is founded in 1 Corinthians 6:9-11
Or do you know that the unrighteous will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be decieved: neither fornicators, no idolaters, nor adulterersm nor effeminate, nor homosexuals, nor thieves, not the covetous, nor drunkards, nor revilers, nor swindlers, will inherit the kingdom of God. Such were some of you but you were washed but you were some of you, but you were justified in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ and in the spirit of our God.

All these are sins even getting drunk! Why Christians wanna emphasis more on homosexuality more than the other sins?! This is a very big misconception. According my personal experince, I do agree that homosexuality is not born from young. It is the effect from words and action from the surrounding that effects you. Hurts have been instill and gender confirmation. Who are the cause?! it is you! No matter parents and friends. Everyone is the cause of this minority people becoming gays! You are the one to be blamed for making them a homosexual.

You may say: " How?! What did I do?"
The answer is did u ever laugh and tease a person for becoming feminine? Your words have been affirming that person to be gay! Do you know that?! Word brings power! you can build him or you can just destroying a with a word! Most feminine boys are being bullied in schools do you know that. Children are hurt and being affirmed that they are gays. That's why they grow up being a homosexual!

How can we cure them?! Love of course. Accept them! Love them! Counsel them! not scold them or tease them even more! You eventually make them even worst! Be friends with them but not being friend to their doings~! Do not be homophobic! Homophobic actions are the main cause of causing them to be this way! You are the one to be blamed!!

To all of you who wanna make a change! Please accept them. Or if you wanna know more on how to help this people. Please do contact PLUC (Pursuing Liberty Under Christ) for more info at www.pluc.org.my.

Hoped On The Earliest Train To The North

Today is Monday!! We have class! And Oooppsss I skipped it again.. Well, family is around so that's the best reason to give my lecturer. Letters have been handed in by Roland the asshole. Now am in a train to the north.

Arlene is with me. She is busy taking pictures of herself. Too busy to see what am I what I writing about her... Yeah* 2nd glance t her she is starring at the window* Hmm~ weird girls.. That's what she is good in. Being a weirdo sometime..

Friends forever

Sitting down at a corner wondering what has past and what has yet to come. Life, itself is always full of surprises. Good or bad. Even sometime it may cost a scar in you life.No matter physically or mentally. This is what we usually called life. In life there is plenty of memories. Same. Good or bad. Sweet or sour. These are a big part of who we are now. An aggressive and hot tempered child was hurt in the past and cost him to live a life today. Same goes to everyone. We are who we are nowadays memories and flashback itself has a big part of it including how we are taught by our parents.

Today am writing about my perception towards my memories. Especially to my friends who I use to grow up with. Brian Chong Chang Chia, Jonathan Si Wei Hong, Tan Yong Seng, Teo Sau Fung  ang many more. Not to mention those who play a short while part in my life too like Mark, Shun Xian, Eric Soo and many more. These people who I just mentioned are the one who stood by me when I was a naive teenager. These are the brothers that I met in church. A total stranger at first and somehow they had played a big part in my life. 

As I can remember. Jonathan Si and Brian Chong are the one we did silly stuff with. No matter what we are always together. Doing crazy stuff which I would not mention in the public which is kinda awkward in a sense.  ( am sure u two who are reading this know what am I saying right?!)  They are always there for me when I am upset or when needed they will yell at me to wake me up from the self-pitying. (Gosh~ what a shame)....

I remember Tan Yong Seng and Ah Hong who are my great buddy to taught me how to love the Lord with all my heart. Drag me to church. Push me around to praise and worship... Ah Hong, he is the quiet type. He don't speak much. What je is good at is sitting there and laugh. Of cause we all 4 knew each other well, just that 4 of us seldom spend time togather hanging out. I remembered I went to Yong Seng's house for Karoake session. Boy.. It's fun! It's also in Youtube. Now thats ambaressing. 

What did I like about you guys?

Jonathan Si Wei Hong

Your da asshole in my life. You're are the one who is always with me no matter what. Remember I puke like hell in Fire?! LOL! Well.. do you have to tell everyone about it?! It's embarrassing. Of cause in my heart am so happy to have a friend like you. Am so grateful that you din't just dump me there alone. You are even willing to carry me into your car and send me back to my hostel. Until today, I can only have a little flashback about it. Not clear but still I know you are the mone who drag me along with Kok Thai. Sorry ar to mahuan you two.

Brain Chong

You are the one who is my first met best brother. Remember the time when you are primary 6. In the Santubong Family camp. When I think of it. OMG! How can I possibly think of doing that. Well, no matter what you are strong enough. You are never hurt about what I did. Well, I sincerely felt sorry for it. But I know it's a process of growing. And I remember we went for movie at Alakat... It was raining and I am driving(your car) OMG! It skid... LOL~ luckily it's not that bad.. If not.. Surely die liau la~

Tan Yong Seng

You baldness is what I am so encourage of. Remember that girl?! Hahahaha! You are one fucking person that embarrass me a lot. Want me to pass gift for her?! LOL~! That's one piece of shit! But no matter what bro. You are one big guy who teaches me to praise the Lord. Sincerely I hope that you  are what you preach like last time when you are on fire for the Holy Ghost!

Teo Sau Fung

You are one hell weird guy. You are well know for your 小强..LOL~ we did many things. But mostly all the interesting things you did are not when I am around. But thanks for being with me when I need a shoulder to cry on. Thanks bro. Although now you are in Japan and we are still in Malaysia. But I hope that our friendship will remains strong like it use to. 

To all my brothers! Friendship forever!

Back to Where I Belong

It's officially one day am at home. Honestly, it is bored. Gosh! So far I only cleaned the fish pond. Shit.. The filter spoiled. Now I have to go and get another one. The best thing to do is just sit outside staring at the open air with the sticks on hand. Watching the birds few by. Gosh~ Thats Nilai. Now am so far away from it.

The cool breeze from the 7th floor is always there for me no matter what time is it. I miss you Nilai! Life is always contra-dicting. Sometime you want something badly and when u got it, you regret of having it. That's life and the greed of a Human being.

Now since am at my hometown, I promise myself to make full use of the time. Hope that I would be able to do so~ LOL.

Okay, it's time for bed. Wanna have plenty of nice local food tomorrow.. will keep this blog updated!

A Shout Out for Today!

Less than 19 hours to go home. Mix feeling inside stirring. Because heard from my friend that I have been barred for my MPW exam because of absence more than 3 times. Honestly am not skipping for class for no reason. All the reason is am not well to attend class.

Tomorrow am gonna talk to the lecturer and see whats the next step. Of course get a confirmation too. Don't wanna waste anymore time.


Okay, enough with the bad part. The best part is 19 more hours to go! Sarawak , Kuching! Am coming! Kolo Mee, Laksa, Kueh Chap and etc.. wait for me!

To Emo-wers!

All people has their up and down in their life. Agree?! There is no people in this world can live calmly without storm in their life (referring to the first statement-LOL). It's a fuck up plan. That's why there is a phrase " fuck life it fucks you in the ass" .

Life is always cruel. it will never be satisfied when they see you living in your desirable state. Surely there will be something coming for you. Which rich man never been through financial crisis? Which handsome guys in this world never get reject by a girl in their life? I dare to say all of them does faces issue. Define facing issue?! It is when things don't go your way.

To me when you faces issue is totally depend on how u cope with the stress that life pun on you. During that time  each of us have different way of coping with it.

Nowadays youngsters tend to be "emotional" or you wanna make it sound cooler - Emo! Youngster always tough being emo is always cool when where u leaves all the world around you spinning you around without feeling the pain. Yeah. it is cool in a sense when you don't feel a single thing. But does it really apply to you when you are being the so called "emo".

In personal point of view. Youngster nowadays especially teenagers. Mainly teenagers loves to claim that they are emo. Why do I say so?! Okay~ lets look into some few post shall we?!

Trying best hard on doing the best i can...bt i had it all...enuf~ gonna let go...gonna b a person tat never regrets...never gonna rmb bout ur face...never do gonna rmb bout ur smile...m gonna use tiredness 2 treat away ur smile, ur touch, n everythg of urs...


Looks like i'm gonna do it agn like b4...~> A fake smile 2 my frens saying tat i'm fine.... its coming agn~!


Okay...i feel like crying everytime i look at u...its pain 2 feel tis...the pain returns agn...n agn...~


These are all real life post by some people in Facebook. Why wanna be so upset when stress? It's not the end of the world. Some post even worst. Said wanna end their life as soon as possible and yada yada. Am not trying to teach you guys cruel or trying or add on their burden. I will normally give them a reply back by. Go ahead and just kill yourself if that pleases you.

The so called "Emo" nowadays are not even the real "Emo" people. They are attention seekers in disguise. Why do I say so? isn't obvious? They want people to realize their existence. By saying something that is harmful to themselves and expecting people to call and care for them. everything is about me me me and me. People like this is not worth our care because all they want is just attention and would not want people's help. They kept on finding fault with others. An attention seekers just wanna receive and don't wanna give back to the society. When your friends expressing their hearts out, and attention seekers will keep on telling the one who is sharing how worst he ever encountered before. When people sharing good stuff, happiness, they will also tell that particular person a even bombastic situation. People like this will only 'put out" people's happiness instead of cheering them along~

Here is my advise to all so called 'emo-wers'. Go fuck someone else life. Please stay far far away from me. I won't wanna give u my care because I know it's not worth a single cent. Just go get a life and be happy with it. If you are so desparate to die. I am very willing to send to you KLCC and you can jump for there if that pleases you. A real Emo-wers will do so. So since you are a self claim emo-wer then am sure you have the guts to jump.

And to those who think Emo are so cool. Please think twice. Emo-wer has no Facebook or friends. They don't talk to others. they don't smile, laugh or giggles even it is really funny or just faking a smile to a cold joke. They don't even have feelings for pain. Can you do it? If you can't then you can forget about it. Because you ain't got the talent for being an Emo.

Here is my advice to all. Stay happy and give thanks to the heaven even when things don't go your way. It's a training for you to become a better person. Being  emotional for awhile is fine. Everyone has their down time and happy times. Focus more on the good things instead of the bad things in life. Life is worth celebrating not mourning it. Survival of the fittest. If you can't survive and being preyed by "life" itself, then you are a weak-link. Am not being prideful of myself nor critising  people. It's just that I don't find pleasure with fakers and attention seekers.

So fuck off you fakers!

Am Going Home

Holiday is around the corner in Malaysia. It's Hari Raya Adilfitri. Which means all Malaysian are having holiday. So do I as a college student. I have extended my holiday for an extra 3 days. LOL. Please don't blame me for that. Blame it on AirAsia. They don't have cheap flight on Sunday. To save my cost, the only option is to take a Wednesday flight back to Nilai. *Hope I won't get barred form exam* Hmm~


Before our holiday we have presentation going on Wednesday which is like tomorrow. LOL. Am assigned to make a guest book for people who are viewing our presentation on that current day. Our group members planned to wear Baju Melayu on that day. *Photo will be uploaded tomorrow as soon as the presentation ended.* To show off a little. This is the guestbook made by me~

Except for that, I have spend some extra time doing something to decorate my room~ It's really been sometime since am doing art works. I considered it as my hobbies. Unlike once I major a lot in it. I know it's simple. Thats why am loving it~

Okay, back to my flight. Am leaving on Thursday 8pm.. Will be at the airport around 6pm.. For those who are there that particular time. Do drop by and say 'Hi'. Would love to give ya a big hug if that's possible.

All for You My Brother!

My buddy who is here all these while. Problem are always around and he is always here to give me enough strength to carry on. A lot of confirmation from him for me to keep moving forward with a purpose. Despite all differences we do accept being who we are. Please don't get me wrong! He is my friend. Not my boyfriend. Please! Gosh!

His name is Roland Yap Zhen Yi. An annoying person from Sibu, Sarawak. He is a pain in the ass sometime. He is here outside my room now without knowing am here writing crap in my blog about him... Shhh~~ lol. He is a sound freak. Loves to show off his loud musics in his room with his Altec Lancing Speakers. He never get satisfied of his RM300++ speakers. keep on telling me he wanna get a better one. LOL

What makes me trust him so much is because he is always there when I needed help the most. Giving me advice on what I should do. Well, although I don't agree with all advises. But still there are points in all his advises. Everyone give different advises depends on their experience.

One thing about him is really have a big mouth. he can't keep secrets. So never ever share your secrets to him. Am sure the next day you will eventually saw it in the headline.LOL! But he really did improve in this point. It's a good thing. At least he show some improvement.

So I just wanna say bro! I love u as who you are despite our differences. You're straight and am not. Am proud that you can accept me for who I am. Thanks a lot! LOL.( Lots of Love).



Sincerely dedicated to Roland Yap Zhen Yi( still alive today) 

Life in Semester 3

It's been a long time since I updated my blog. Am so sorry for that. Quite busy lately. Am not gonna spend so much time telling stories here. Just the a few point as a reminder for me.

Semester 3 we all are required to take up MPW class ( Mate Pelajaran Wajib) incase you are wondering what is it. It's actually a syllabus which only Malaysians must go through in their college years.We are forced to take up Moral and Malaysian Studies.

Our main NUR this year is Gynecology. All about pregnancy.  Am not gonna tell ya all about what are we studying specifically because I don't even like that subject. Other than that we also took up management. Studying management is not as easy as ABC. It also requires a lot of practical skills and theory. Studying Human Behavior is always a tough problem for us. Team building and plenty more has to come. This year we are quite relax in sense.

Am sure this semester gonna be a interesting semester although the class sucks like hell. Lecturer loves to show us all those disgusting picture of delivery of the baby. *pictures are not for display here* LOL.

As Hari Raya Adilfitri is approaching there's plenty of activities are going in the college. Not to mention there's  a dancing presentation for our MPW coming up after raya. Thursday we gonna have a presentation on The London Covenant( Malaysian Studies) at the walkway of Nilai UC.

Apart of that. Sales are going around in Kuala Lumpur. We went shopping. Along with Roland Yap, Irene Ling, Mavis tan. Tiong Wen Wen and Jessica Yong. We really had an awesome time shopping in a wholesale store.

Isn't it wonderful seeing all the shoes for display,

Sembreak

Completing 2nd semester. Time really flies. When we sat down for a cup of tea in college we often mentioned what happened in Semester 1. The laughter we use to had, those adventurous stuff happened in hospital and yade-yade~ Well, those are all in semester 1 which is like last year. Now 2nd semester break has just arrived. Everyone is busy packing for holiday. Some are busy with the Interview coming up.... Unlike me. I just sleep and wor part time.. Well, it's really fun working in a Hotel. It reminds me of all my past and it helped me refreshing what I have learnt 2 years ago. I must say, i really enjoyed da job.

Well, that's not what I wanted to say in this blog. My point is just to let ya all know what happened in my 1 week holiday. Today i went for an interview offered by NUH from Singapore. I kinda expect it to be good. Not like some typical Singaporean who are so cocky. Damn it. Do you know what they ask me? Okay... "Wow, you have a big family. Am sure your dad is very rich! The why you wanna apply for the scholarship?!" I was like, what the fuck??!!! Thats my personal family stuff, why do you wanna drag into this interview?! Is there anything to do with my interview?!! Honestly, I was damn piss. And the worst part is, a few of my friends are being insulted for not speaking fluent English. Hey hey hey, just for you mother fuckers out there.... Especially Singaporeans~!! We are in a racist country. We have to be fluent in Malay. If not, we can't even graduate. Unlike you people. Please. Don't insult us Chinese and Indians who can't even get English as a national language. We don't have da right to choose like you do. Please, at least show us a little respect. We don't ask much. Just a simple scholarship. Don't wan give the dun la! why wanna insult people?!! Isn't that a little rediculous?!!

Okok... Done with the complaints on Singaporeans. Today am going back too! Yeah!! Hi5!! Honestly,i don't feel like going back. I feel like wanna spend my time one working part time. OMFG! I kinda like that job.. Maybe end of the year am not coming back... Plan nia la~ lol~ My flight back is on Friday 7.10am..

Well,. thats not really early. But the worst part is there is no transport to the airport at that timing! WTH!! So ok lo~ I came to airport at 10pm something. Honestly, it was a torture to watch time pass through us slowly. So here I am, spitting something out on da blog! Hahahaha

Teehee~~~~!!!

                                                   The Gang the Join In da fun! Ice-skating

Owh, and by the way. I went for Ice skating! My first time. It's really a pain in da ass! because my ass hurts like hell now... But It's really fun!! trust me! For you people that never tried, do try it out! MAke sure u partake enough calcium before u play! Hahahaha! don't get your bone fractured! LOL!

A LIfe of Outside An Angel's Rob

When you put on the Angel's Gown. You're just perfect. Flawless. You will get immediate gain respects from your patients. The pride is there. So as the price. It means responsibility when you put on it. Ever think of when you off with that uniform? When you goes back to the reality, it sucks when you have to goes into the real world for being who you are. Where everyone besides you, no matter your family of what so ever.

Imagine someone in his uniform is educating a patient with lung cancer not to smoke and yet outside his uniform he or she smokes and drink too. You may say that it is contradicting or comes to worst, being a hypocrite. But you can look it in another way. When they are in their uniform, their main task is for you to get better. Yes.They are not practicing what they taught. God knows. It's all about the passion they have. It's not about condemnation nor hatred

All that I am saying is everyone has their private life, It's not for you to go and condemn them and judge them. We are all human beings full with emotion and feelings. Please don't go directly and use harsh words on medical practitioners. Tell them what you feel instead of judging them expecting to wake them up with your harsh words. Try to understand them. I know most of the nurses in Malaysia sucks like hell. Rude behaviour or what so ever. But please, there are still awesome nurses out there.

Destination Known

Okay, let me get it straight. I do own a blog. yes, I do. But this time, I get a clearer vision of my road ahead. My destiny. It's no more a road not taken nor Destination Unknown. I have chosen a path. A path that not much people would be even consider to take. A path that I may be end up stuck there in the rest of my life in a hospital or ending up as a patient there. I chose the path of which is not gonna be chosen if they have a chance to decide. I chose the path that is less taken by a normal teenager would take. When I look back to this blog in the future, I will be proud and I will not forget the vow to myself when I get frustrated when I encounter problems ahead. I chose to love and be compassionate to someone even when they don't deserve it-sometimes or shall I say most of the time. It's hard to say. I chosen to be a nurse.


It's kinda odd that a guy would wanted to be a nurse in future. Well, I didn't took up this career willing. To be honest, I always wanted to be a vet. Instead of dealing with animals which you don't need to have much attention but now, I guess I am gonna stuck with some dumb ass human beings like me.

What triggers me to started a new blog is that I've watch a series by a title of Grey's Anatomy. In case you don't know what the hell is it, It's something like ER. Something related to medicals and stuff like that. What the series say is true. So much truth that you can really find in the reality world. Human beings are stupid but you are stuck with it. You deal with human beings. No matter how stupid or unreasonable they are, you still have to be compassionate and loving. Putting them first instead yourself is really something not all nurses or doctors may have in their guts nowadays. Not all people are willing to die for one another. I don't dare to say that I will definitely do so. But I can say for now, I am willing.

One day if I can choose whether to die for someone who is a total stranger to me. I dare to say that I am willing(for now). I want to be a 'doer' not a 'watcher' that stands aside and watching someone dies in vein even though they deserves to. The story teaches us that all people have to right to live a quality live and deserved to be respected.

This series really did give a blow in my life. My life as a college student. I will clink on to what ever this series have taught me. Even one day I may need to die for someone who I don't know. I am willing! I will not let someone die in vein even if I have to sacrifice myself for it! I am something. I wanna have a healing hands. I hands that will eventually bring someone back to live.

One day, when I have my working experience, I will go to places that has war and famine to aid. A place that need medical assistant. I believe my journey ahead will be tough. But am willing to go through it! Trust me! I can do it!